Harry is hanging in there like a champ. And by hanging in there, I mean, being consistent in his attention giving (which is at a nice mid-high level, im only minorly freaked out at present by it), is still not showing any weird warning signs, and still laughs at my antics.
We have been on 5 dates and have two additionals planned.
I admit, I have been reserved about all of this. And I'm still proceeding with caution (thank you to my readers for the much appreciated advice!) but I think I did make a little leap last night. I've been on the outside looking in I feel like- with this surreal, non dramatic, everything seemingly lining up budding relationship happening before my eyes. Just observing and not really playing it emotionally- only sarcastically, sillily and just having fun.
I'm still going to do that of course- have no fear, little miss sarcasm will always be here!! But, last night I think I had a little bit of feeling stuff come up. He lives about 1 hr 1/2 away so we don't get to see each other just wheneve. Well, I got this new mac and we tried video chat last night. It was the first time I had seen him in his house. Poor guy, me and my strong personality have drug him all over my little town and my old big city, introduced him to people and put him in all new scenarios. All the while with people looking at him like the weird dude I found on the internet.
But in his house last night, I saw a new side of him. He was just laid back on the couch, chillin in his glasses (hot!). We just laid back together (on our own respective couches) talked, and made funny faces at each other. Something about the normalcy of it (I know, its not traditionally normal but it is was some other variety of norms), the just being at home and kinda being together but not actually made me just realize how much I really like being with him, seeing him and talking to him.
So, Friday I'm going to his place for the first time. And next Friday we are both taking the whole day off to just hang out.
I think I just might have scored me a man.